project 365 :: year 34 day 220

June 5 :: I was so exhausted yesterday from not sleeping Tuesday night (stupid steroids), I even slept through chemo. Came home and took a short nap before life resumed. Went to bed at 10:30pm last night and now I am wide awake. Last day of chemo for round 3 today along with that evil neulasta injection. This round has not been good mentally. First round I was ready and nervous for since I didn’t know what to expect. Round 2 was spent praying for no reactions. This third round, I’ve been pissed off about for weeks. I’m tired of cancer and tired of fighting this battle. Yes, this round is a pity party and that’s okay. I’ll get back up and put on my big girl panties soon.