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i’m alive…

I think…LOL! Work is nuts, you can definitely tell it is our busy season. My boss today informed me that sleep is overrated. I don’t agree :). 3 more work days till the Christmas Eve rush is over and 5 more work days till vacation! Monday, I had my routine appointment with my oncologist. My […]

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a place.

Have you ever just felt like you didn’t have a place? Like you were accepted but didn’t belong? That has been my last 4 years here in Florida. Everyone keeps asking me if I am sad to move, but I am not. I am going to miss some things, mainly my “girls”, my job and […]

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Thursday Thirteen

Thirteen reflections on 30. 1. Turning 30 wasn’t as bad as I had envisioned. On this side, I am in great company. 2. My 20’s sucked. Not so sure why I want to stay in them longer. 3. My 30’s are going to be great. 4. Ummm… 5. Yeah… 6. Sure… 7. Huh… 8. Anyway… […]

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to fill or not to fill

That is the question?! I’m sitting here in Quality Suzuki, bored out of my mind. Next stop, Dr. Nye’s office. I’ve been debating for days on whether to get a fill or not. I have gained a few pounds (yes, I am admitting it shamefully) for the first time in this journey, but that is […]

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Thursday Thirteen

Thirteen things you might not know about me. 1. I have moved more times than I have fingers and toes. Hence why I have the itch…again. It’s just normal for me. 2. I never wanted to get married nor have kids. 3. I took ballet from age 3 to 11 but I definitely wouldn’t call […]

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diagnosis: cancer

I’ve been sitting on this post for a week now, I HATE writing these updates. Last week I had my routine oncology appointment and yes, the diagnosis is still cancer, chronic lymphocytic leukemia to be exact. It probably sounds a little bit like denial, but I always go in hoping that they will say, “OMG, […]

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October.

Can you believe it is already October?! Heck, it is not even the first, it is already the third…sigh. 26 more days till till I become an old lady…blech. 26 more days to get these last 12 pounds off to hit my final goal…not likely to happen. I haven’t missed a progress goal yet, but […]

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Tuesday Tidbits

Can you believe it is already September, where has this year gone?! Before you know it, it will be Christmas and then 2010…sigh. I had an appointment with my PCM yesterday for a few skin issues. I just love her to pieces. She put me back on Yaz and we are going to also try […]

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restriction

So, is this what restriction feels like?! I haven’t felt it in so long, I just thought I had an elephant standing on my chest:). Last Wednesday I got another 0.5cc fill which brings me up to 3.0cc in a 10cc band. Last year I went up to 3.5cc but that ended up to be, […]

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10 years ago today…

…I married my best friend. For better, for worse…love never ending. Many of you know our story and many of you do not. So, in honor of our 10th today, I will head back to the VERY beginning. _______________________ Date: Fri, 4 Dec 1998 16:17:04 Subject: I Saw Your Yahoo Profile… Lacey, I did a […]

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